this is for you



this is for you (2021)
gestural poem [00:03:00]
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this is for you (2021)
gestural poem [00:03:00]
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With an indefinite distance and unscathed love for you, this is for you is a gestural poem; a signal to you. And let me be clear, ‘you’ is not an ambiguous enigma; a sloppy attempt to address everyone whilst simultaneously addressing no one. Nay, these three letters are solely yours...


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Enacted during the sombre month of January 2021, when Ireland was in its’ third and current lockdown, this is for you is a wishful act of love to those whom I long to be with; both living and dead. For it’s startling to consider what a person desires when a looming sense of death—or rather survival—hangs in the foreground. But then again, are any of us actually surviving thisT-h-i-s. A determiner which holds the potency of every emotion we have ever felt, denied and sat with.

Stretching my latent limbs from the chambers of physical remoteness, I reach out for what is yearned most: a tender touch and reassurance that this will pass even if this passing draws nearer to my own demise. Alas, proximity has become a meaningless spatial concept apart from the destination which is desired.